User blog:Penguin44eve/I am quitting (I think) and some secret revealing

Yeah.. After a hard decision, I think I am leaving. I think I am now too busy because I am now 9th grade and I have lots of homeworks and groupworks. I will focus to my study now because I am failing at math. Also for secret revealing before I leave, maybe some of you already know some: "WOW, You must be crazy! You used to wear glasses but you have big phobia of it. How?" This is the problem. Since i am not wearing it anymore (All of a sudden, my eyes turn normal), I've been bullied at school for a reason i cant explain here. Thats why. Because Penguin44eve never put off his glasses, I always shivers and i always say I dont want to go back to all the years of wearing it. I immediately put off his glasses. Everytime I say that, my phobia increased. What is this problem related to my wiki life? Every custom penguin everyone made always wearing glasses. Even my custom here is wearing it. I already deleted it. If you dont understand this, just pretend I didnt write this. Thats all. I would like to say thank you for everyone who coloring my life, gives rainbow to my head everyday, and the nicest people here. Especially, Phineas99cp for saving my life, p-p for being helpful to me and being a bureau-cat and troller :p, and everyone else. I may come back with something that will unite us in the future. I am still coming to chat if i bored. Ok bye for now :) Your old friend, Eve.   I demand comments :p I want Phineas99 :p And once more, you dont need to understand the glasses part :)
 * Yes, I very very love Phineas99. And I am Puffle Iggy in FB. I admitted that Phineas actually inspiring me for my life. But, I dont really know why I end up loving him more than a love.
 * I have a problem with joining the others at chat, which explain why I am not talking much. When I tried to join the conversation, everyone thinks/treat me like i am not there.
 * I dont think this count as a phobia or maybe you think this is silly, but I have a big phobia of glasses. Why I am sayin this? I used to wear glasses, I used item adders to add everything I always wear in real life for my penguin (pls dont ban me cp :p).
 * I am unconfortable with my name because that glasses problem, which also explain I didnt chat much.
 * moderators.wikia.com
 * My English isn't good. The "good" actually define how people are using weird words which I cannot understand. This is explain too why I cannot join a chat conversation. People are using those words like "dongsis", "rekt, "bad egg", "kek", "dolan" and some other words. I think they are slang in UK or Amerika or whatever. But please can someone explain to me what they are mean in the comment before I leave?
 * You dont need to understand the glasses part. Eh :p
 * I actually wished to be a chat mod someday but I always losing to user with edits under 50 edits. I am officialy give up since January....