User blog:IFeelHappyI'mFineHaHa/Please...

I need people to read this, particularly people who knew me because this is a big thing for me, please read all of this before taking any action, I want to start off by saying I am on my iPad, so excuse any errors please.

So I am Leader, or Custard as some may know me (I prefer that second one, why did I ever change it? XD).

I was lying in my bed just now and thought about posting this blog, I have been thinking of the risks and what will happen, if it's worth it, if ill get hate, and while I was thinking, I wasn't even consciously sad but I felt a tear by my eye and it made me decide this is the right thing to do.

I will admit I have been on this wiki for the past few months living off of various different accounts that I just get new ones when I forget a username. I want to be allowed to create one account to end it all, just one account where I can freely say it's me and be fine with it. (That would be whatever account I make next if my request here is accepted, since I don't like this name).

I want to list with people I have wronged, but it will only be what I remember because I have wronged so many (and I promise I can change).

Sniffybear2: Time Trekker Business in 2012, I'm sure anyone there will remember it and know what I mean.

123kitten1: I called him out on a lot of things and made his life on this wiki awful.

Callum Fawsitt: We had one particular argument in early 2014 and it turned me sour against him, and made me despise him and use Twinkie102 (those alternate accounts were Twinkie during that flame war, but don't get him in trouble, I got him into it) and Bradyisback against him in a flame war.

I can't think but I know there were SO MANY more people and I can't remember, if you're one of those people please comment here and I'll respond with my sincere apologies (if I'm still allowed to reply when this is posted.).

So that's it, considerably shorter than I was going for but I'm on my iPad and can't put a whole lot, just know I am sorry for everything and I hope the admins can accept and let me make one new account for me to just be me.

I'm terrified to post this, I'm going to sleep after this and I don't know if I'm gonna wake up to acceptance or a blocked account but I can only hope, whichever way it goes I am sorry for everyone I wronged.